Well it is finally official; our Arizona life is coming to an end. Flights are scheduled for family to fly in to help pack up and drive our belongings to a storage unit in Utah. U-Haul is booked and waiting to be picked up. Back of my truck is full of boxes just waiting to be filled.
The move is bitter sweet. As we leave Arizona we also leave behind us the family and life that we once had. I have had many days where I go back and forth questioning if agreeing to a divorce was the right option or if mistakes were made. Reality is that mistakes were made on both ends. I have come to terms with the situation and really believe that this is what is best for all of us. But that doesn't make any of it any easier.
I am not sure yet where the kids and I will land or where we will make our home in Utah but I do know that it will be the three of us together. Really that is all that matters. I am excited to have the opportunity to watch my nieces and nephew grow up. I am thrilled that I will be just a short drive away from my sisters and my brother. I am blessed that we have two church communities that we have missed and grateful that we will always be welcome to come back. Coffee with the girls will at some point resume. So many things that we are looking forward to.
I am so blessed to have met so many amazing people while here in Arizona and it will be hard to leave them behind. I hope that the kids and I can plan future trips to come back and visit friends and our current church community.
Anyhow, everything happens for a reason. Our past transforms us into who we are and our future is something that only God has the power to decide. So for now I will continue to trust that God has a plan for us and we will be where he needs us to be in our future. Living in the moment is about all I am prepared to focus on. So blessed I am.
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